omg this girl...

you say 'fuck my life' and make it seem like you have such a hard life. when really you had control over all of it. you deserve everything that is happening to you right now.
all you cared bout was making friends, you tried so hard to fit in that you didn't realize that you were losing yourself. i swear if i ever see you again... i might just have to shoot somebody

so today i saw a lady almost burn her face while trying to sniff a lighted candle. lol who does that?

and...

i've realized... i'm super boring.
that is all for now...

i guess my mom wants me to be more productive so she gave me money to go grocery shopping and go craZzzy and make anything i want! lol. my specialty is pasta because you can never go wrong with it, just add a bunch of your favorite things that you think will taste good together and there you have it! a pretty good dang pasta. i also do the same with fried rice. lol jean knows... i just add like whole buncha crap together.


so yeah i made some pasta... i put some shredded parmasean cheese, heavy cream, sliced onions, shrimp, bacon, shredded mozzarella, lotsa butter, little basil, and some diced tomatoes on top! i wanted to add avocados but i think it already had enough so i ended it like that.


it kinda looks gross, but it tasted good to me. u cant go wrong with bacon and cheese!!!

oh and i went to look at the squirrel again and it's STILL there! so saddd :(

i was gonna write a pt2 bout my weekend, but i feel like if i do it'll be like milion pages long. yes it was THAT awesome. hehe jk. it was pretty eventful i guess. i'm just glad i got the chance to see the people i got to see. and i'm sad i didn't get to see couple people like i planned to but it's okay, there is always next time.





yeah..
so yesterday i saw the weirdest thing ever!



it's a squirrel hanging from a branch on it's back legs. with his hands together like he's praying. i think he was dead......................... because he was so still, and i kept throwing sticks at him and he didn't budge. and i came back there an hour later and he was still there like that! i wonder what happened??? lol. kinda sad in a way....




i'll end this entry with a picture of sweet coco, it's so hard to take a picture of her cus she's always moving! :( but yeah.. that is it for now.....

i'm back! still alive and well :)

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1- andrew's coffee shop w/ jean. spinach soup for her and grilled cheese w/ tomato and bacon and brownie sundae for me!

2- oh taisho! w/ chisako. we had different types of kabobs, pork, beef tongue, quail with egg, quail with bacon, french fries and salad!
3- me looking freaking goofy, showing off jean's creations and my stuff that i bought!
4- resting after shopping at flea market and thrift shopping hehehe. bought a shirt for 50 cents! and tons of jewelry!

will write a second entry later about my weekend. too lazy to think ahahaha. overall very good weekend :)

rjklajf;kldsaj;lfkdsja;lfdjsa;fda again my mom. she is so... how can i put this. she lives in her own little happy world. she works 12 hour shifts 6 days a week and yet she finds fun out of it. she tells me how when she eats lunch she pretends like she's having a picnic. when she works she makes a game out of it. when she's bored or tired she pretends like she is in a place where she really wants to be. she tries to be friends with the customers. she's too positive and too sweet for this world. :*( i just heard another customer talk to her like she was 4, and basically telling her how to do her job. yet SHE TOOK IT, she talked to him so sweetly and let him win. ughh made me so mad.
and she showed me an email she sent to her classmate/friend and it was the cutest sweetest thoughtful email ever. and her classmate/friend writes back. 'okay got it'. i'm like thinking, this woman who barely speaks english, tried so hard to have a conversation with you and that's all you write back?!?!?! agh... i don't know. it just bothered me so much.
fdskafj;ldskafj;lsadkfj;slkajf;lsadkjf;lsdafj;salfj;sda. she makes me me wanna cry a river... this guiltttt.... fkdl;sajf;ldsjaf;lskjf;lsdkajf;lsdkjaf;lsdajf;lkdsajf;lkdsjaf;lkjsad;lfkjsda;lkfjsd;alkfj;sadlfjdsa;lfjdsa.

soon we will all move on different paths in our lives and forget bout each other.

bugging out over nothing.

neway. i watched julie and julia and i liked it! makes me really wanna do culinary now. watching that movie made me so hungry, especially this one scene where they show julia's fish she ordered, and it had butter sauce all over and it looked so moist and goood. so this morning i got myself a bagel with lox slices on top from einsteins... it was really good, had the perfect saltiness.

i'm tired of people telling me things that they think i want to hear.

wear your emotions on your sleeve

lol i'm totally getting this. it's reversible sweater from fredflare that you can wear either happy or sad.

note to self: buy deodorant.

i missed all the signs.
was this a cry for help?

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