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i went to the dentist today for the first time since middle school.
i found out i have GINGIVITTTIS...................

tokidoki calendar and nike socks from lauren and brian :)




yes i took a picture of my foot....

ring janice got me from japan :)

i wanna watch tron and black swan!

made little mini lasganas! and sam made chocolate fondue and jello shots... it was delicious.







had friends over and did a gift exchange/white elephant and played a couple ridiculous board games.

just made some hazelnut coconut bread... tastes super good with nutella :D

i got to take a little tour of french pastry today with janice. and i got my acceptance letter! i just have to confirm my acceptance with a deposit. i signed up for fafsa last night but i don't get results back until next week... i'm a little nervous because i signed up so late. this is my first time doing fafsa so i had no clue how the process worked. i really wish i started earlier :( but i'm going to stay hopeful.
i loved everything bout the school and program. i love the location, the people, the hands on work. i'm a little intimidated but excited at the same time that i will be learning from such respectful chefs.
i've got A LOT to learn and i know it won't be an easy process.
i'm going to try my best and work really hard.

found this poem i wrote for my poetry class in hs. lol.


Once upon a time there was a boy named Harry.
He always made fun of a girl named Carrie.
He said she was ugly and fat,
and that she looked like a rat.
He thought he was all hot,
so him and Carrie always fought.
One day Harry wanted to trick Carrie.
Made her think he liked her so they would Marry.
Carrie fell hard for what he said.
Later Harry felt bad and knew he was dead.
He didn't know what to do,
very anxious and worried he grew.
He left it for awhile and played along anyway.
They acted married up until the end of May.
He couldn't take it anymore and told Carrie it was fake.
Carrie cried and realized it was all a mistake.
When Harry saw her cry,
He felt angered at himself and wanted to die.
He thought she's not that bad after all.
She's kind of pretty and looks like a doll.
He fell for her bad.
But Carrie was too mad.
He started to love her,
But her feelings were stir.
She never forgave him.
And so Harry's life became dim.
He used to be a happy guy,
Now his life is devasted just because of that one lie.
Moral of the story is to not judge.
Your life may change and make people have a grudge.

i remembered doing this in the class before. lol. i always half assed all my assignments and projects. i seriously SKATED through highschool.

thursdays highlights
interview with french pastry.
set up the christmas tree with janice.
and failed miserably at a facebook game called snake.
:b

this is cute :)

http://whatthecool.com/post/1525942673/what-children-actually-draw

eating til i break the scale.

this guy deserves a ticket! lol.


yummy looking candy covered apples i saw. i'm craving for some...

i finished applying to my school, but now i gotta work on my interview questions. i'm so bad at writing... i can't even answer simple questions :(

went to assi and bought wool leggings!



for now i'm wearing em as pjs :D
i also bought my hairdye and we ate galbi and kimbap.
i find myself always craving for korean food now...........

story of my life.

"IT'S NEVER TOO LATE UNTIL YOU'RE DEAD"

i want this awkward turtle plushie!!!

i absolutely hate being on my period.
my food cravings get outta control but my stomach is cramping at the same time.
so hungry but can't eat :(

village yokocho in st. mark's.







two plates of bbq + two appetizers + soup dish + four desserts= FOOD COMA.

i hate how i'm breaking out again right after my skin started to clear up.

life is so unfair lol.

this is cool, it's not an actual painting but a lady with paint on her.

goodness i really need to stop napping during the day. i can't sleep.

and the cat by my window isn't helping either...

omgoodness, first thing i wanna do when i get back home is go to denny's and eat this.

"$4 Fried Cheese Melt - Grilled Cheese with a twist. Four fried mozzarella sticks and melted American cheese grilled between two slices of sourdough bread. Served with wavy-cut French fries and a side of marinara sauce."

and it's only four bucks... what a deal.

people ALWAYS look better when they lose weight.
MUST STOP EATING UNHEALTHY.

highlight of my weekend: cleaned up poopy water.

ooo i love my life. lol.

but no really, for some reason i wasn't phased by that.
i just got to the point where i stopped caring.

found this on someone's tumblr.
hehehe.

swallowing my pride.

Five things you will find if you open my bag:
1. sephora makeup bag
2. three different wallets. (one for coins, one for bills and punch cards, and one for metrocard/debit card)
3. gum
4. hand sanitzer
5. notebook

Five things in my bedroom:
1. empty water bottles and cans.
2. broken tv.
3. thing that holds up my clothes but it looks like it's about to collapse any minute now....
4. decieving mirror.
5. lucky cat.

Five things I have planned for the week:
1. everything is unplanned but i should probably start hitting up the gym again.
2. clean out my stuff.
3. sell my couch.
4. get a haircut.
5. get a life.

Five things that make me very happy:
1. excluding my family and good friends. my dog.
2. movies that exceed my expectations.
3. food that satisfies my cravings.
4. when i have a good hair day. (which is rare!!!)
5. making progress.

Five things I’m currently into:
1. patterns on clothing (been into for awhile actually...) minus animal print.
2. ramen for breakfast (bad i know :/)
3. catching up on my sleep on the train.
4. raspberry frozen yogurt <3
5. the cool weather in the mornings.

Five things on my to-do list: (WHICH I WILL START NEXT MONTH!!!)
1. learn the ukelele
2. learn to speak korean. or at least enough to have a decent convo.
3. learn to cook korean food.
4. buy a dslr and learn how to use it.
5. give my dog a makeover so she doesn't look like she's been crying for days.

Five things some people may or may not know about me:
1. i can be evil, but never vengeful.
2. i can eat anything and like it except cilantro. (although it's somewhat tolerable now...)
3. i get easily attached to things but can easily leave it.
4. i can't draw or do anything with art. (people always think i can for some reason...)
5. and........ i don't know. i'm just unpredictable sometimes!!!

MY LAZYNESS will be the death of me.

this is a 30 something year old woman who posed to as a boy so she can date a 16 year old girl.
this world is crazy!!!

this made me feel a little sick...

mouse accidently baked into bread. =X

this picture freaked me out...


lol.
anyways... today was a very relaxing day.
finished up all my candies.
finally applied to FCI. (starts in march if i get in)
and took a five hour nap.

time goes by fast sometimes when you don't want it to.
but nonetheless i enjoyed my day.

SE7EN - I'M GOING CRAZY [HD]

i remembered i was obsessed with se7en in middle school/hs.
and i love parkhanbyul too. they're so cute together :D

AHHH i'm rarely sick but i caught a cold somehow.
i feel like poop.......

the sound of my voice makes me want to go mute.


rahhhh... i wish people could just read my mind so i don't have to talk.
sick of talking.

reaching for my highest high.

her makeup is so bold here, i love it.

haven't slept in for a long time. even when i try to i never wake up past 11am. it's 4 30pm right now and i feel like... i just wasted my whole day. :/

i think i just mastered the perfect grilled cheese.
my day feels complete now.

chisako and alex went to the hamptons so i am catsitting marcello!!! :D

now i only care about my family and myself. nothing else matters.

highlight of my day:
cashier at energy kitchen gave me two extra stamps on my buy 8 get one free card thing! that made my day... cashier was like "did you know that this expires when the month is over? you need to catch up!" :D

yeahh... i wish it would rain everyday until summer is over. morning started out bad but it was okay later on during the day. felt really calm and more like myself. haha.

chicken burger i had from energy kitchen.
melissa introduced me to this place cus it's healthy. at first i didn't like it but i find myself craving for it! lol.

Partly Cloudy

this is so cute.

lol saw elvis at work today.

also been reuniting with people who i haven't seen in a long time. makes me so happy =D

i have a lot of pictures to upload but i'm so lazy.
but here's a preview of my new place. my new couch and tv. =D
i want to start collecting DVD's now!

"it's hard to tell the world we live in is a reality or a dream"

bought for dvd's for 25 bucks!

nick and norah's infinite playlist
lars and the real girl
he's just not that into you
and 3-iron

I have this sudden urge to watch seinfeld

i love speedy's breakfast foods and gyochon potato wedges.
i keep craving for it.



my 20 dollar breakfast...............
i know i know... so expensive. but i couldn't help myself. :b
lol. and don't worry... today was my last day. i FINALLY decided to go grocery shopping.
no more breakfast foods or potato wedges for awhile... no take out or fast food for awhile either. REALLY got to start saving.

im moving again! lol. im so bad. this is my third move since i moved here. i mean theres nothing wrong with where i live now. but i guess i just dont wanna miss this opportunity to live more freely for a good price. hopefully im making a good decision and that i wont move anytime soon again.

i REALLY gotta stop acting on impulse. but i don't know, i think i made a good decision.
i'll let you guys know when everything is official :)

now i'm also REALLY going to start budgets for myself. need to pack my lunch and stop eating out so much. gotta sacrifice a little so i can start moving forward instead of being stuck doing the same things.

McDonald's 4 Year Old Cheeseburger

chisako's new kitty marcello.
so tiny and playful. i fell in love with him. lol.

ate good mexican food at demole in sunnyside.
guacamole, coconut flan, pastel de tres leches with mexican hot chocolate, shrimp burrito for her and i had a chicken on bone with rice and beans. it was REALLY GOOOOOD.
i literally fell into a food coma on the train. passed out so fast it was crazy...
and now i'm home bout to pass out.
good food=GREAT DAY.
off to bed now :)

food i ate yesterday:
kimchi pizza donkatsu, dakgalbi and spicy beef kimbap.


good stufff

saturday happenings



i hate to admit, but pinkberry>red mango.
i love their mango flavored yogurt w/ cheesecake bites, cinnamon strusel, yogurt chips, and milk chocolate shavings. SO FREAKING DELICIOUSSSS :D

friday happenings




WE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SOUP W/ NOODLES.

DAY ONE starts TODAY

i signed up for a gym with a friend!!!
and we were about to eat burgers afterwards but i stopped myself and decided to eat a little bit better. so we got food at pita grill. hehe.
i got myself chicken tandoori and baked sweet potato fries, so good!

i'm hoping that i will keep up with this working out thing, i'm glad i have friends to motivate me.

oh my friend also hooked me up with a second job!
i'm going to be working at some icecream stand in tribeca and i start tomorrow! i'm a little nervous, i hate training for new jobs. i feel like i'm kind of slow at learning things too... lol. so hopefully i don't make a fool outta myself and like it.

walked for two and a half hours but probably gained back my calories and more. i couldn't help myself and ate cupcakes and burger king :*(:*(:*(
why is it sooo hard to get in shape?!

feeling soooo lazzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzy. ah...
my face is itchy... i think i got an allergic reaction from something but i don't know what. i've been using new stuff ... i don't know if it's from the combination of all those or it's from just one of the products. ah... i should probably stop using it but it's sucha waste!


yesteryday i had banh mi... two different kinds. regular one and shredded pork. it was soo good. oh and avocado shake. it sounds so nasty but it was really good. i got it outta curosity... but also because i love avocados. it was pretty refreshing and sweet. =D
and after work went to gyochon with friend from work. my first time eating INSIDE the place. i liked the whole atmosphere... i felt like i was in an airport/airplane or something... was that their concept? lol.
yeah food was good, now im craving some more.... jf;dksajfl;sajf;dsa.