nothing interestnig today... was extremely tired today. felt kind of loopy...
i ended up passing out on the train and passing out when i came home. it was a very nice nap. until my freaking roommate blasted on a movie. ahhhhh. janice thinks i'm overreacting bout my roommate...maybe i AM overreacting but i don't know... there is only so much i can take! i don't think i am a difficult person (some people might beg to differ lol).........................maybe i am just not straightforward enough. i don't know how to be straightforward without being too confrontational/interrogating(?).
alright enough rambling...........................
i'm actually checking out a few rooms this weekend. i'm going to take my time with this though, i'm not TOO desperate to move out, but if i find something good i don't wanna miss the opportunity either!

I GOTTA STOP BEING SO FREAKING CARELESS...

BUT LIFE GOES ON RIGHT?!

(i think i'm in denial....)

so me and melissa were in sephora and we saw keenyah from america's next top model!!!

i was kind of starstruck... but didn't want to ask for her picture because i felt like sucha dork. and i didn't want to take it secretly because i felt like a creep.

but when we were outside she was all of a sudden walking ahead of us!!! so i HAD to take a picture! lol.
creeping from behind...

i was pretending to take melissa's picture and all of a sudden she turned around! it looked like she posed for my camera... lol. it was almost too perfect.

she's really pretty in person. she looks kinda short in the picture but she was pretty TALL.

and yeah that was the highlight of my day........

my new facewash smell makes me want to throw up.... :(

kick ass WAS kick ass!!!!!!!!! (i'm so corny lol)

i found myself tearing up at some scenes because it was just so awesome.................... lol i don't know i'm weird like that.

freaking skinny.

wow look at all these girls legs... they are like twigs. I WANT THAT! lol wow... these girls make me feel huge.

my motivation to eat more healthier. after looking at these pics i want to just run a million miles. loll

Part of Flushing @ night.
Joe's Shanghai. crab & pork soup dumplings.

Paris Baguette. Pizza, apple danish, cream puff all for only 4 bucks!

Bakery de Paris. Latte mousse and vanilla icecream =D

i think i'm getting my period soon, i can't stop thinking about sweets!!!!

i'm that girl who will go into sephora just to touch up on makeup and not have any intention to buy anything. lol.
so today before going into work i noticed my makeup was WAY cakey... so i decided to stop sephora and retouch. but one of the guys stopped me that worked there and was like 'GIRRRL your makeup is seperating! let me hook an asian sister up!" and he took off all my makeup and ended up redoing my whole face. and i was VERY thankful. he was so cute! hahahaha.
after that i've realized i've been doing my whole skin care wrong, and been using the wrong products. i need to buy a good toner and moisturizer.
oh and i JUST bought lancome's oscillating foundation. and the guy told me i shouldn't use it, because it isn't good for my skin type. so if anyone wants it, let me know! it's in "ivory 20". it has a lot of good reviews too. so someone put it into good use, please!

anyways... i'm also planning my escape! i wanna take a vacation for a few days. but i don't know where. i wanna try san francisco!

i had the weirdest dream last night. i wish i could stop dreaming! it puts me in the weirdest moods.


also i woke up to swollen eyes all of a sudden AGAIN.
i don't understand why this is happening. i sleep the same amount of hours, eat the same things. why???

so i was looking through craigslist for apartments and i found me and jean's old apt!
and its 250 dollars cheaper................
it's not same exact one but it's same model.
not too bad looking right?
i'm considering it! kind of miss it...
http://newyork.craigslist.org/brx/nfb/1693161331.html

jfdlskajfl;dsajf;lsdajdl;sajf;dlsakfj;ldsafa i'm so hungry for so many different things right now. i've been eating late at night too much... my cravings are getting worse!!!!! so i was looking up places to eat and i'm like literally drooling from looking at all the choices on the menus.

i gotta stop spending money on eating out ahh. after this month i'm going to try really hard to set up budgets and stuff so i can save.
i am debating about a phone too, i feel like it's kind of pointless. i hate talking on the phone now... i get so bored of other people and i get bored of myself talking. i can feel them being bored too and it sucks.................
or i guess i'll just change my plan.

anyways... talking to myself again. i'm just super bored outta my mind.
cannot wait til grace gets here so i don't lose my sanity.

alright goodnight all!

i found my keys in my bag.................................
i feel so stupid. ah i don't know what's wrong with me. :(

i've been hearing this song everywhere, i love it.
i'm not your toy- la roux

'jersey shore' for asians

http://www.nypost.com/p/entertainment/tv/jersey_shore_for_asians_79AF3hIhiODbUMHwRZyC1L

a reality show about asians?! it could be interesting or really embarrassing. hahaha.
curious bout this... can't wait! lol

-yesterday's dinner, we got free sushi because chisako used to work there :D

-my receipt had a couple of spelling errors and i thought it was sort of cute.
-my camera makes my floor look like it's on fire, but it's my christmas lights, i extended it more so my room is more brighter at night!

no matter how many times i clean out my room i still feel like i'm going to get a disease or something just sitting in this place.
i think there is something wrong with me...............
i used to not be like that. ah...
and i'm going to isolate myself from everything until i get my stuff finished. i need to focus!

SO CUTE!

GOALS FOR THIS WEEK:

finish kite runner
get a haircut
go room hunting
organize my room
sign up or get more info about school
set up my prepaid or get a new phone
GET A LIFE

today i helped chisako and alex move into their new apartment in sunnyside :)

we ended the day with sushi and i was completely satisfied. :)

because our hearts are all over the place.

ahhh i miss her !

credits to janice for all the pics.