iPhone 5 Concept Features

so cool

everytime i smell this perfume it reminds me of fall.
finally got to buy it again after not having it for so long. <3




i'm so over summer... fall needs to come faster!

last night i had a dream about all the things i feared most.... burglary, rape and rapture.
and in the rapture i was left behind.

Silence of love (Official English Subtitle) TVC Thai Life Insurance - wW...

cried like a baby after watching this....
my sister showed me this.

ah... i wish i was a fearless driver. i wouldn't mind roadtripping around the us.

wellll, i guess if all else fails i can just enroll here http://www.oaksterdamuniversity.com/

i can't believe it's a real school. lol.

Human Skateboard

we are going to start renovating our house starting monday! i'm pretty excited... we are going to get rid of our nasty carpet and getting some wooden floors.
also going to start painting our house and finishing up our basement.

i really wanna paint my walls black and white stripes but my mom is against it. haha.

my cracked macarons from a couple weeks ago. :(


the one that survived

pate a choux baked!


into cream puffs :)

i wish i had this and know how to use it......

i'm tired of people being fake to me and i'm tired of being fake to people.

sam gave me my late graduation gift!

i'm redecorating my room now and slowly buying things for it each paycheck.
today i got new bed spread :)



i think it's obvious that red is my favorite color...

now for my next paycheck i wanna buy curtains.
been eyeing this one for quite some time...
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?id=18149666&navAction=jump&isProduct=true&parentid=MORE%20IDEAS&isProduct=true&cross-sell=true&guide-bn=true#BVRRWidgetID

i wanted to break my remote after watching this episode.

http://www.mtv.com/videos/true-life-im-a-sugar-baby/1667269/playlist.jhtml

i know i've got A LOT more to learn.
and i know it's going to be a loooonggg process.

god please give me patience....

it was so weird yesterday morning... weather seemed nice and breezy and then i saw the clouds forming and it turned dark and started raining hard suddenly right infront of my eyes.
so i got caught driving in the storm. and it felt as if i was driving blind and was going to fly off the road or something.
lightning also hit the ground like two cars infront of me.
then of course it cleared up when i made it to work and the weather turned nice and sunny. haha.

anyways, thats how i'm feeling these days.
uncertainty.
caught in a storm.

my brain is completely fried.

my kitchen aid in action yeee





my mini cake doughnuts yeee

highlight of the day:

passing out in my kithcen from bleach fumes while cleaning out my pantry. :b

i think if there were a ramen eating contest or soft taco supreme from taco bell contest i'd win it.... no doubtttt.

was saturday a dream?
because i don't remember any of it :b

because i don't wanna be useless.

i love cupcake wrappers, but they are so expensive. so i attempted to make some today. hahaha. they look kinda kiddish but there are endless ways to decorate!

my kid version:



i decorated with my gold glitter nailpolish heh heh

saving up for this beauty :)

i wish i can be more articulate so i can express how i'm feeling right now.

i've been like dead for the past 6 months and now i'm sort of coming to a realization of a lot of things and i'm freaking out mannn.


i need a distraction before i go crazy.

it's been so long since i've been to the gym that i forgot my lock combo. :(
going to start hitting up the gym this week, i feel fat............

tyler posey <3

MY MILK TOOF

MACARONS.
so addicting.

we made them with hazelnut buttercream and raspberry ganache. :)

on the train this morning:


girl: "how old are you?"
boy: "14"
girl: "you can marry taylor swift!"

hahaha :D

i wanna see this.

NOW MINE!

my mom bought it for me as a gift. it's so beautifullllllllll

the wild kitchen
www.forsageSF.com

and here:
food not bombs
http://sffnb.org/

i never learn...
NEVER ever am i going to trust people with crazy eyebrows doing my eyebrows again.

i have angry eyebrows again. >:(

just a few of the things i made for exams: buttercream cake and gumpaste roses :)
usually i'm all over the place like mad and all frantic, but this time i felt more calm and i felt happy with my time management.

yep................................now time to celebrate with denny's! lol.

autumn in my heart

omgoodness i can't believe it's already been 10 years since this drama came out. this will still always be my favorite drama lol.
this song always makes me wanna cry!!!

had lunch @ hannah's bretzel with classmate today. organic sandwich place made with yummy pretzel bread. we also enjoyed the asparagus soup they had!

whisk i ordered today:

i told my dad i got fat.
and instead of trying to make me feel better like a normal person, he made fun of me and told me fat jokes........

I wanna be in San francisco or hong kong right noww

Healing - 10cm (십센치)

my misery, your happiness?

weekend happenings





yummy sushi and good chats @ shintos.
art museum with childhood friend. it was a tv that showed our reflections in colors, pretty cool!

just three more months and i will be forever happy.

from sugar sculptures class:



the way right is my rose. :) and the others are my classmates. i think the blown apple is the coolest looking one.
pulling and shaping hot sugar is a work out! even though we wear gloves i got blisters on my fingertips. so i popped all of it and kimchi gook got into it... it stung like a bitch. :(

today i tried del seoul for the first time! i had galbi taco and seasoned gamja fries and shared dumplings with my friend :)

we had chocolate sculptures class this week, and i finally finished my sculpture today. mine looked pretty ugly compared to everyone elses though :( but i'm glad it's all finished. i'm SO DONE with chocolate... it is a mess.

To Sir, With Love (Trailer)

i wanna see this again

downtown naperville & chocolate





wednesday i skipped school and took a day for myself. ran all my errands and hung out in downtown naperville with janice and coco. :)

today @ school we consolidated all of the candies we made and packaged them.
on the bottom is peanutbutter, earl grey tea, and coffee flavored.


current places i'm obsessed with: blick and paper source. i've been spending all my monies there these days!!!!!!!!!! :b

today is super








i had a dream about cupcakes but it didn't quite turn out how i wanted it. lol.
i also messed up making the buttercream and it turned into icing :( sam came over and helped me decorate it and we gave it to our mutual friend who is moving away to florida! :( i also got to pick up a free tv from him and i am VERY grateful! it is beautiful. : )

brilliant

walked aimlessly today and found a crumbs near my school!



they just opened a month ago and it is their first store in the midwest.
thinking about applying. hmm

10 illegal baby names

http://uk.lifestyle.yahoo.com/family-parenting/10-illegal-baby-names-blog-3-yahoo-lifestyles.html

i seriously lol'd reading this article. you're naming your kid, not a dog!

le chocolat, five guys, and my brand new uklele 8)







so glad today is over. LAST DAY OF EXAMS! i kept making stupid mistakes and had to remake two things. thought i wouldn't have finished all my products in time, but i ended up having little time left over. wasn't completely satisfied with some of the results, but glad i got to finish all the stuff i needed to. considering that i had to redo two things and the short time.
yeeep!