ah... i wish i was a fearless driver. i wouldn't mind roadtripping around the us.

wellll, i guess if all else fails i can just enroll here http://www.oaksterdamuniversity.com/

i can't believe it's a real school. lol.

Human Skateboard

we are going to start renovating our house starting monday! i'm pretty excited... we are going to get rid of our nasty carpet and getting some wooden floors.
also going to start painting our house and finishing up our basement.

i really wanna paint my walls black and white stripes but my mom is against it. haha.

my cracked macarons from a couple weeks ago. :(


the one that survived

pate a choux baked!


into cream puffs :)

i wish i had this and know how to use it......

i'm tired of people being fake to me and i'm tired of being fake to people.

sam gave me my late graduation gift!

i'm redecorating my room now and slowly buying things for it each paycheck.
today i got new bed spread :)



i think it's obvious that red is my favorite color...

now for my next paycheck i wanna buy curtains.
been eyeing this one for quite some time...
http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/urban/catalog/productdetail.jsp?id=18149666&navAction=jump&isProduct=true&parentid=MORE%20IDEAS&isProduct=true&cross-sell=true&guide-bn=true#BVRRWidgetID

i wanted to break my remote after watching this episode.

http://www.mtv.com/videos/true-life-im-a-sugar-baby/1667269/playlist.jhtml

i know i've got A LOT more to learn.
and i know it's going to be a loooonggg process.

god please give me patience....

it was so weird yesterday morning... weather seemed nice and breezy and then i saw the clouds forming and it turned dark and started raining hard suddenly right infront of my eyes.
so i got caught driving in the storm. and it felt as if i was driving blind and was going to fly off the road or something.
lightning also hit the ground like two cars infront of me.
then of course it cleared up when i made it to work and the weather turned nice and sunny. haha.

anyways, thats how i'm feeling these days.
uncertainty.
caught in a storm.

my brain is completely fried.

my kitchen aid in action yeee





my mini cake doughnuts yeee