the past week i felt emotionless (didn't even cry! rn't you guys proud? i am like the biggest cry baby lol) but today it just hit me. i don't know why... literally just woke up feeling sad.
i have such bad timing for everything... but i think this is just a phase and i'll get over it. i usually always do.
gah... i really hate starting all over but i think it'll be worth it... right? someone reassure me!
i mean i'm lucky enough to even get a job and a room right away. not ideal for long term but it's a start :)
i feel hopeful... it's just i don't want to say goodbye to my naperville life i guess. i've realized now how important family and friends are... so don't forget me guys! and please keep in touch... i have to admit i am bad at keeping in touch. so feel free to contact me. i am just an email/phone call/text away. :)
anyways... it's early... 6 am here. i am leaving my temporary place i've been staying at and moving to woodhaven/elmhurst.
my plans? honestly i came with no plans but i've decided that i stay in woodhaven for no more than a year and save up money, and then hopefully start school in the fall and get my own place in a nicer area. that would be so awesome if that works out that way...... but who knows what will happen next. but i guess that's what makes life more exciting, right? haha.
i'm so lame....
arite... that is all...................byebye :o)
