long night last night...
after work i ate at dennys with couple friends and didn't realize until after we were done eating that i locked my keys in my car!!!
so we ended up staying there til 6 in tha morning trying to get it open with a hanger, screw driver and some metal bar thing. and almost every denny's employee came to help out. haha i was SO THANKFUL.... tehy were too kind. including my favorite waiter!!! he even gave us free hot chocolates.... so nice right?!?!?!? hahahaaha. but yeah they couldn't get it open so i had to call lockssmith and pay 55 bucks :*( it coulda been free if we were in naperville, but we were in aurora... across the street was naperville... ahahaaaaaa ah. just my luck right? gah i'm so stupid sometimes!

after today i have a three day break from red mango! but some long shifts ahead because of last fling coming up! haha but it's okay i will manage......

all i heard tonight was blahblahblah complain complain wahwahh.
usually i'm good with zoning people out but it was unavoidable because it happened through the wholllle freakinnng night. just following me in my face bitching and whining.
i know i complain myself... but i don't complain about how much i hate my job. because if i hated it so much i would have quit. i hate it when people think they deserve something when they DON'T. and if you deserved it, it woulda happened right? and i hate it when people complain about working the crappy hours when YOU are the one who can control it, change your availability.
if you're sooo unhappy then LEAVE.

yeah... i'm actually not as mad as i sound in this entry. lol. i'm pretty cool right now. i was just tired of hearing the same things. especially when i'm in a pretty good mood i hate it when people have to be a mood killer and ruin it for you. u know?!?!?!?!? haha.

lol so i write my mom a note her response:
"thank you for letter to me, but this paper is very expensive. use old paper next time"
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cindy your list of wants isn't impossible. and don't you get paid at the school? and if you don't... try to find a tutoring job!
and... i want fruit pizza too. maybe i'll bring you some. did u know theres a red mango somewhere by depaul?...

some girl barfed all over red mango today and i had to clean it. i have really bad gagging reflex? so i wanted to puke myself cleaning it... it was horrible :(
and that's it...
oh yeah i found my wallet... it was in janice's car...............................

currently loving
this weather.
late night denny's.
unexpected friendships.
insightful dreams.
reunions.
relaxing.
the scent that triggers(?) memories.
energy drinks.
remixes.
red mango.

i'm in the weirdest mood right now. i feel lazy but not sleepy enough to go to bed. it's 4 am. the sun doesn't rise at this time anymore...

prove me wrong that you are not just like everybody else.

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i lie to myself to make me feel better. but i am relaxed :)