Friday, November 27, 2009

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

.... i have a lot of growing up to do.
i think when i don't know how or can't deal with something i run away from it.
it may sound selfish and i know i may be making a stupid decision right now. but i feel like it's better off this way. i feel like i can learn things better this way without being a burden or feeling guilty. like i can make mistakes without it letting affect other people but myself. u know?

haha yea i'm at work right now and i think my thoughts are distracting me right now. cannot think straight.

Monday, November 23, 2009

FINALLY FINISHED 'TWEAK'!

five minutes past midnight...



really wanted to finish it before the 22nd was over because that was the day he became sober. how appropriate right? lol. i feel so drawn to this guy because i feel like the way he thinks about himself is how i see myself. insecure, easily attached to people yet can leave them so easily. has a love/hate relationship with his family. and so on hahaha. but i guess in a way everybody is like that huh...

neways...also watched my FIRST IMAX 3d move last night! watched christmas carol with brad while we ate our icecreams... peppermint for him (lol so cute right?) and cookies and creme for me. yeah i LOVED it! it was so cool... i felt like i was IN the movie... i even started to feel motion sick and scared sometimes because i'm scared of heights and there were some scenes where they were high up from the ground looking down. :b

yea..oo and i might dye my hair today at janices school. my hair is so damaged right now but i feel like my color is fading so badly it's starting to bother me!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

last night went to hollywood palms for the first time... and i loved itt

watched new moon, and ate some good food there. had the chevy cheeseburger and waffle frieds with ranch and cheese... SO YUM.

ok so my thoughts on new moon...
i laughed through out the whole movie.


Friday, November 20, 2009

FJ;DLASKFJL;DKASFJ;ADS omg i bought it... it's official

december 28th is the DDAY...
i didn't know i can feel so many emotions at once. fjdkl;asjf;ds;ad ahhh!!! i feel really weird.
my head feels like it's spinning and i have these butterflies in my stomach. fkdsj;afjdas;

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

my new favorite word: nonchalant
watch me overuse it and misuse it. hahaha.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

currently addicted to banana kiks and o!kartos. O_O

Thursday, November 12, 2009

hahahaha so awkard story of the day.

so there's a man who is a regular customer at my mom's store, whenever he comes in we always have a little chat about just anything... and he seems pretty cool. today we talked bout indian food and he said he knew a cool place and asked me if i wanted to go with him sometime and i didn't know how to react to it cus i dont know it was weird. so i reacted really badly and said umm no (i sounded like a stuck up bitch as if i'm better than him but that wasn't the case at all). and he was like why not? it's not like that. i have a wife.
?!?!?!

i don't know.................... what exactly his intentions are. ... i mean there's nothing wrong with being friends with someone but
why would u wanna get to know a 12 year old looking girl.
even if it was like that i'm not flattered... i'm sure he thought i was into him and i was an easy target or something.
and does it really make it okay to go out with someone to dinner even if u say that u have a wife?

maybe i am just over reacting................. cannot put my words together right.
and i'm not going to let this get to my head... like i know stuff like this happens all the time. i just want to know wtf they are thinking cus it's weird.
gahh fdkaslfkdsalfads i'm at my moms cleaners. and whenever this man drops off his button up shirts he always has them all buttoned up way to the top. it's annoying because we have to unbutton all the shirts... and he always brings in a ton too. i don't understand why he would take the time to button all of his shirts... because i'm pretty sure when he took em off it was all unbuttoned. unless he takes em off a weird way i dont know...but yea very annoying. just spent literally half an hour unbuttoning shirts. :b

anyways... I'M REALLY EXCITED FOR THANKSGIVING!!!! :D
our family decided that my mom is in charge of the turkey... cindy and janice are in charge of side dishes... and i'm in charge of desserts!

i'm thinking bout making banana creme pie or pecan pie, or pumpkin cheese cake!!! or maybe even all of it lol

Monday, November 9, 2009

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i have some exciting news to share with you my friend. i got permission from my mom to go to new york. i mean i've always told her, but she was in denial that i was really going.

but this time we talked bout it, and at first it started out really badly but at the end it was okay. i told her to give me a year and then she can yell at me. lol. i feel so much better now knowing that i can leave like this and not with my mom being angry with me.

:D so happy right now!!!



oh and here is the result of my cake:

haha. the top reminds me of cupcakes :D

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should i take train or plane? i kinda wanna ride train even though it's a lot longer, but it looks fun!

mustache mugs


haha isn't that a cute?
watching malcolm in the middle with my mom. weird she is never up late late. it's 12:30 right now.
yeah... and i'm waiting for her to go to sleep so i can EAT. she hates it when i eat late at night hahaha. i'm soo hungry though :(
i'm craving for a vietnamese sub sandwich, nutella on toast, and cheese ramyun !!!

fjdsa;klfjds;alfkjdsa;lfkjdsa;fds;af.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

the highlight of my night was probably when i accidently jabbed? my nose with a mop stick and ended up getting a bloody nose. lol.

Thursday, November 5, 2009


omg there's an american apparel now open at oakbrook!!!!!


i want like a sweater in this print... know where to get one?