asians with heavy new york accents fascinate me..............

and i think the buliding i used to live in was full of crazy people. well to me they were all really nice, well except for one of my roommates. but it's funny cus whenever i mentioned the building name i lived in people get shocked. and supposeldy people got murdered there..........................
so i guess this move is good. but i don't know how i feel about this place yet.
i'm living in an ocd's persons nightmare..... clutter freaking everywhere. my roommate said it would have been gone by the time i moved in here but it looks like the mess piled up. err... but whatever. i think i need to give this place a makeover. the fact that I think it's cluttered means it's really bad... because i was the queen of clutter.
or maybe i'm just changing........................ hahaha. alright... time for bed i am POOPED.
goodnight world~

lol wow i am posting a lot these days but I HAD TO POST AGAIN BECAUSE

i was really bored and was googling images of chubby animals and found a couple really cute ones hehehe.

arent they so freaking adorable?!?!??!? i want them! the first one looks like a panda! eee!!!! :D

at times like this i really wish i can teleport.
i am so done with snow... ahhh!!!
and they didn't salt or shovel the sidewalks in my neighborhood so i was literally walking inch by inch because i was too afraid i would slip. hahaha. ah... anyway... going to take a nice long nap now! :)
goodnight all~ sorry for another lame entry..........

ahhh gross........... my nose won't stop running and it's full of mucus... i'm going to have boogers hanging outta my nose all day long i just know it.

wow i just woke up from the saddest dream ever...
i was at some random persons house with coco and decided to leave because they were being weird. and i put coco in a dog stroller thing, and after i went down the stairs i realized coco wasn't in there anymore but a bunch of other things that weighed it down. so i went back into the house and they were holding her hostage and i kept yelling at them and they threw her into a cabinet and locked her in there. and then i woke up........... :(:(:(:(:(

ah i woke up too early and now i can't fall back asleep :(:(:(

spies everywhere.

tip number 2. ALWAYS carry around an umbrella. u never know how the weather is going to be like.
i'm dumb, i even knew it was going to rain but i didn't bring my umbrella with me. :b
oh and invest in some rainboots because walking around in wet socks doesn't feel or smell good. :b
and yeah...
i felt so shady today and i don't know why. i didn't even do anything shady.............. or did i................... i don't know.... i don't feel right!!!

i officially hate the mornings. i struggled so badly to get up this morning.
and my chocolate cravings are getting worse. almost everything i ate today was chocolate. had chocolate brownie in the morning, and got me some chocolate cheesecake and chocolate mousse cake from the first taste bakery. and omg i fell in love with the cheesecake and mousse, SO GOOOD!!! never felt so satisfied and happy.
yeah i'm on my period. obviously... hahaha.

but yeah... i also think i am getting sick. my nose won't stop running and it's kind of stuffy at the same time. my throat is so itchy too... can't stop coughing :*(

and that's all for now........................going to take a nice long nap. :)

i bought myself a long mirror, but it's so decieving... it makes me look thin. i felt great this morning and then i saw myself in my lobby mirror and i was so disappointed. lol.
it's okay. i'm not stressing over it. i'm accepting my curves! for now at least heh. hopefully all my walking pays off later!!!
yea.............
anyways. i have nothing to update bout. unless you guys wanna hear some tmi stuff.
i'll save that for later.... gotta collect all my thoughts together.
alright goodnighttt.

it's 5AM and i am DEAD TIRED but when i try to sleep i can't. it's so weird... i lay down and i end up just staring blankly at the ceiling. and when i get back up on the computer i feel my eyelids getting heavy.
very weird feeling :b
i have the biggest craving for chocolate right now. it's funny, whenever i try to go on a diet my craving for sweets get worse. ahhhh!

macbook cake

haha isn't that cool? wonder how long it took them to make it!

they lie, cheat, deceit others to get what they want.

miscommunication ruins everything.

sunday highlights:

got to catch up with sierra and justin today! they're here for a little bit, and i was happy that they gave me some time in their busy schedule to meet. hehehe. so we met up after work and hung out in greenwich village. they treated me to pomme frites and new york hot dog & coffee. then walked aimlessly and they found caffe reggio. busy small cute cafe. they had a good selection of food too, i wanna eat there sometime for breakfast or something!!!

pizza hot dog, bulgogi kimchi hot dog and fries~

hot chocolate~



so my stomach is very happy right now! except i'm still having trouble disgesting... it's pretty gross. lol.

I'M BORED I'M HUNGRY, I CANNOT SLEEEEEP.

AND I AM MISSING COCO LIKE CRAZYYYYYYYY.

i've been walking a lot these days... since i don't have a treadmill or gym membership, i purposely will get off few stops before my destination or get on a train farther away... like 15 blocks away.. hahaha. and i guess cus i've been walking more i've been getting more hungry. i cannot stop thinking bout food... it's really bad......... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! so i can't really lose weight either way because i'm putting all the calories back in that i lost hahahaa. :b
and i'm losing more money this way... hmm i have no self control :(
whatever... money doesn't mean anything to me anymore. even though i should start saving........
ANYWAYS.... what's new with everybody? i feel so outta the loop. i feel like i'm so far away from everybody... like on a different planet or something.

friday highlights:

hung out with coworker and ate at olive tree cafe again, i ate what i got last time and ordered coke float :)

while waiting for her i tried out bleecker st. pizza and joe's pizza. both were okay... and bleecker st. pizza was too crunchy, i don't know if it's because they overheated my pizza or what but it wasn't chewy at all. :*(
ended the day with pomme frites and red mango :)

once i move i'm going to cut back on eating out. i'm going to try and cut it down to like once a week or something.
hehh
alright... goodnightt

smiling dog... so freaking cute!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=991ugfaioiQ&feature=player_embedded

today's highlights:
picked up my rice cooker i found on craigslist for only 10 bucks!
ate pineapple cake and chocolate cake from first taste bakery :)

that's all for now~

ise 56 w/ chisako :)




shared katsu and sushi... eel is my favorite! i've been craving for sushi since i got to new york, so it was really satisfying.

yea ... and today it snowed a lot... was stuck at work :b but we got to close early so it wasn't that bad. now i'm sitting here and thinking of what i should do tomorrow. i'm really starting to hate snow... today i walked into a deep puddle... my foot was so soaked and cold :(
yeahhh....... that's all for now. don't know what to write bout nemore..........

i want to write like a survival guide/tips on living in new york...
lol so heres tip number 1. ALWAYS watch where you step, you never know if you're going to walk into poop, vomit, uneven pavement that will make you trip, potholes... or even a homeless person. i did all those already. :b

moving to flushing next month!
i need more privacy. i feel like whenever i talk on the phone or come home late i'm so loud. :b

i'm excited, will be near good food! hahaha

omg i am SO HUNGRY right now. its almost 5 am right now and i cannot sleep. right now i am craving for malayasian food and vietnamese sub sandwiches. so tomorrow i am going to get some...
i really want to be come a food critic so i can just eat at places for free. but i think i would be the worst food critic because i think everything tastes good. and i have weak tastes buds so everything has to be full of FLAVOR. hahahahaha.

would you still love me even if i gain like a million pounds and become obsese?!

i had this whole to do list today but i didn't do it because i wasn't dressed for the weather. it was kind of chilly today...

so i ate at sangam authentic indian cuisine in greenwich village. (i love greenwich village too much). and it was aiiiite. i had paneer roll, nargisi qeema roll, and mango lassi. i think the mango lassi was the best hahaha. but service was good, the guy behind the counter was super nice.

and for dessert i had chocolate chip cookie, cupcake, and raspberry jam cookie, from the treats truck. and it wasn't good at all........... i don't know if it's because i got there later in the day or i just chose bad desserts, i don't know. i ended up throwing out my cupcake because it was so bad.

i'm trying and i am determined to find a good sitdown place i can go to regularly. yeah as you can see.... i'm trying really hard! hahahah.
yeah and i bought white christmas lights for my room, it's my night light! i don't know why i love christmas lights so much......

anyways... sorry for such boring entries.

arite that's all for now... going to take a nap. goodnight all~

omg does anyone remember that one show on PBS called ZOOM?
so random but their opening song is stuck in my head......
i remembered sending them poems and pictures, and they never read any of my letters so i got so mad and started hating them. hahahahha. i would do anything to see those letters!
i was such a creative kid, i wonder what happened. i remembered i used to write a comic strip about my life and my family were all into reading it. and i got inspired by "fanfics" and wrote one. LOL
yeah..... i am like brain dead now.
well actually i think all kids are so creative, i wonder why that is. i hope minwoo grows up to be just like how he is now... he will be one interesting guy. i think he will be a ladies man. loll.

anyways, i am rambling again!
i also caked my face like crazy today. the more ugly i feel the more coverup i put on my face. ahahahaha. i'm pretty sure it is obvious, and i feel bad for anyone who will see me tonight. but it's okay.................

ohh and i finished my lessons! i have to take a written test in a month, wish me good luck ! :)

olive tree cafe in greenwich village:

they have chalkboard tables!
had avocado stuffers, hot chocolate, and quiche with salad.

yeah also today at work this man commented my glasses. he seemed semi normal.... and i guess he likes to take pictures of strangers. i don't know what he does for work but that is an interesting hobby i guess................. hahahaha.
his blog: http://www.ridingwithstrangers.com/