i love how something so little can make me so happy.
i bought a jar of nutella and some bread today, i finished all my bread and i'm almost done with my nutella already lol.
today was very cold in new york, i can't imagine how cold it is over there in chicago.
i ran a lotta errands today. didn't think a flashlight would be necessity but it is! i guess my roommate wants to save electricity or something...so far i haven't seen a light turn on since i moved in. speaking of my roommate, she is like the cutest woman ever. she is i'm guessing in her 30's-40's (i don't know i'm bad at guessing age) she's chinese and can't speak english that well, but she is probably the nicest lady ever. she's so flexible with paying the rent, and is always willing to help me out if i need any. she drew me a map of the area, and i could tell she put a lot of effort into it hahaha. and today i saw her on the train so we sat together and talked. even though her english is pretty broken, i still understood her. she kinda reminds me of my mom. so calm, understanding and fragile? i don't know... i can't explain.
anyway... enough rambling. i have to admit i was feeling blue last night but i feel so much better now.
alright... i'll definitely post pictures in my next post, i promise!
now that i know i have readers i wanted to post better stuff but i guess i'm writing more boring things. lol... so sorry!
arite... GOODNIGHT! :)

new year, new life

i really hate to admit it but i realy do miss naperville... i knew i shoulda left earlier when i had the chance before i got too emotionally attached!!! lol.

the past week i felt emotionless (didn't even cry! rn't you guys proud? i am like the biggest cry baby lol) but today it just hit me. i don't know why... literally just woke up feeling sad.
i have such bad timing for everything... but i think this is just a phase and i'll get over it. i usually always do.
gah... i really hate starting all over but i think it'll be worth it... right? someone reassure me!
i mean i'm lucky enough to even get a job and a room right away. not ideal for long term but it's a start :)
i feel hopeful... it's just i don't want to say goodbye to my naperville life i guess. i've realized now how important family and friends are... so don't forget me guys! and please keep in touch... i have to admit i am bad at keeping in touch. so feel free to contact me. i am just an email/phone call/text away. :)

anyways... it's early... 6 am here. i am leaving my temporary place i've been staying at and moving to woodhaven/elmhurst.
my plans? honestly i came with no plans but i've decided that i stay in woodhaven for no more than a year and save up money, and then hopefully start school in the fall and get my own place in a nicer area. that would be so awesome if that works out that way...... but who knows what will happen next. but i guess that's what makes life more exciting, right? haha.

i'm so lame....
arite... that is all...................byebye :o)